Love

Without love, there is nothing.

These were the words spoken by Father Jessie in his homily for the Gospel for the Thirtieth Sunday in Ordinary Time last Sunday. "Without love, there is nothing". 

Love is an expression towards an object or a person in a way that you really care for them that you would do anything to protect them. A dog may love his master, a husband may love his wife, and the list goes on. Love is everywhere, but sometimes we are just too blind to see it, or being too oblivious to its presence until it's gone.

"When you feel that your life is still empty, look for God".

I've been there. I've done that. But still, I feel so empty right now. Last time, I admit that I thought that not having a girlfriend was the problem. I was so wrong. I got into a relationship that lasted for 24 days, and believe me, it was hell. Then I thought that I haven't had much of the luxuries in life. I looked back in my life, I had a laptop, a netbook, an iPad, a decent phone, a comfortable house, and I can get anything that I want. 

Then, I looked up. 

It might be the missing part of my life. So, I joined the Youth Ministry and get more involved in the activities.

But honestly, I still feel empty. What am I going to do when the best part of me was always her, although I had many relationships in between? I'll never know.