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I know it's 24 more days till SPM starts, and it seems that my mind can't think straight. There are so many things that is bothering me right now, but the problem is, I am not sure what is troubling me right now.
I am so worried about what will my results be when SPM comes, because I didn't do that well for the first and second trial exam. I failed Chemistry, Additional Mathematics and most probably History this time. I admit, for the first trial, I was taking things too lightly, but for the second trial, I studied really hard. I guess it was too harsh for me until I fell sick.
I didn't go to school on Friday because I got food poisoning, and I had to miss Mathematics and History, both objective papers.
Honestly, my feelings are all mixed up. Probably it's just an illusion of mine or my mind playing tricks on me, but I feel so vulnerable right now. I feel that everyone is an enemy and it's the survival of the fittest out there. I now have the tendency to cut myself with scissors. I felt the satisfaction of watching blood drip from my wrists. But I never dared to cut it to deep until it has a huge gaping scar.
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed
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